Love of Lights

I think once upon a time, interesting and new thoughts used to be hashed out and discovered in letters between friends. Nowadays nobody writes letters, we send each other instant messages, or texts, or FB messages. It happens online. There are probably hundreds of interesting exchanges, some profound, some simply worthwhile, discovered through online conversations. I wonder what will be done with them; I wonder where they'll go. Anyway, after a brief online conversation with a friend yesterday, a realisation dawned upon me. This first requires a brief line of background, a bit of self-explanation. I need to improve the way I perceive and communicate with girls that I find attractive and vaguely interesting. I don't know what it is; there is something within me that longs manically for love. In every girl that is cute and shows potential interest in me, my mind searches for love in them. Every time, if I'm attracted to a girl and she is friendly, my mind jumps to the concl...